9:30 AM

Aug. 8th, 2009 12:13 am
sincere in misery
He sat in the stool, talking. I saw the gun, shining, black. It fired, slow motion. I couldn't stop it. The bullet struck his leg, and I watched his face change. He looked betrayed and confused.

He slipped down the stool, and I caught him, straining against his weight. His leg wouldn't stop bleeding.

His femoral. Did the bullet hit his femoral?

I pressed my palm on the wound, trying to stop the bleeding, but it wouldn't stop.

Won't anybody help him? Won't anybody help me?

Unfazed, nobody looked up. He's going to die! I felt myself tearing up, and my hands turned red. His face contorted. I felt badly that I didn't have some sort of towel under my hands, I was scared I was hurting him.

My palms were so red. I cried for him.

10:30 AM

Jul. 28th, 2009 01:40 pm
the scenic route
I felt I had to prove something to you. I had always felt you looked on me with derision. We crossed the field on Medary. I, two steps behind Wes and his friend. We were breaking into a house to hack into the computer system. It was raining, the clouds covered the sun. Everything was grey.

In the house, Wes hacked the computer. The family came home. We had to get out. Wes escaped first, no looks behind to me or his friend. His friend escaped next. I sneaked into the master bedroom, hoping they had sliding doors leading to an exit.

I slipped through the doors. You seemed surprised to see me, Wes.

11:08 a.m.

Jul. 23rd, 2009 11:08 am
around the bend
"You can't love, they said. But I love you. I love you."

He smiled. "I don't love you here," he pointed to his brain. "I love you here." His hand went over his heart. "I love you."

I put the silver bullet in my wallet, even though I should have thrown it away.

"I love you, too. I love you, too."
sincere in misery
This would be a nice place to have a party, if I had any friends to invite.
forever forward
Running on that same road. With L and M. Turn the corner, they are gone. N's there, she asked, "Are you ready for your Geography Bee?" I don't know. Suddenly, we are walking in the corridor behind the High School Auditorium. There is a full crowd, and a man in a black tuxedo is giving out riddles.

In his arms was a limp woman in a red dress, bright against suit. "What am I holding?" he asked.

"A corpse?" I answered.

The woman in his arms changed to two struggling women clawing at his face. "It's related to cats," he said.

I didn't know the answer.
around the bend
He was handsome, debonair, Indian, the host of our Endurance-like show. He wanted me on it. I tossed and turned so much the night before, sure that I wouldn't, couldn't be on a television show. That I would fail. I was late. They held open the gates for me, and I struggled up the water soaked hill to the entrance. The other kids looked prepared, but I completed my task of moving a ball with two long sticks with my partner. I was in for the next round. The host and I, we had that moment of tension. He looked at me and I looked away. I think I loved him.
battered suitcases
I am a centrifugist. I quantify sound by measuring concentric radians of waves made on water by noise.

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